drunken dumbshow

from winter (split w/ dylan taylor) by fairy boy

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if I could be anything, I wouldn't stay a human. I'm ashamed of who I am a lot of the time. I scare myself into thinking I'm doing terrible things. some bad dreams make it seem I'm capable of murder.
if I could be anything, I'd be a marine iguana on genovesa. sleeping on rocks near the cold sea & diving in for algae, but eating algae supplements is the closest I can get.
on north street I stood thinking, or wondering where I was. I thought about my friends in hell, who are selfishly in mourning.
& maybe I should have stayed & pretended to still be in love. the front steps creak with weight & tonight was the first snow of the year.
I wish I had grey hair, so I looked more like you & less like the rejects & drug addicts that I thought were my friends.

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from winter (split w/ dylan taylor), released May 1, 2008

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